Tuesday, July 27, 2010

My steps toward Allah....


My steps toward Allah

I bear winteness that noone is worth of worshiping except Allah, and I bear wintess that Mohammed sallahu alayha wa saalam is His Last Messanger,and my Allahs peace and blessings be upon his Ashabahs r.a., his noble family, and all those who folow thier steps.

Forgive me Ya Rabby...I made my heart away from You for the moment,. Forgive me Ya Rabby, Your Servent is sinfull, fullfill my heart with honest Love towerd You, and everything that leads to You, as I feel my soul with repetance to You, my eyes with tears,and my heart with shame of You. Forgive me my Lord, do not get angry on me, You are The Most Mercyfull, do not let that I ever forget You even on one moment, that I fear only of You, and that I look only that You be pleased with me.
Make my steps firm and strong on Your way... Make my worry only one, make my wish only one.... that You be pleased with me... Oh Allah, You are The Most Mercyfull, please be mercyfull towerd Your Servent, keep my heart close to You always.

 Oh Allah, make my steps firm towerd You.....

Monday, July 5, 2010

Ya Ukhty!!!



My sister....






Do not be sad!!! Do not cry!!! Do not worry!!! I know that maybe now my words do not mean nothing to you, and I say be patiente, forget about it.Now when I look at you, I see, I see much deep... No, I do not see but I feel. Sadness is coming from your eyes, and I wonder what has happend to my sister, when did she lost her hope. I wonder which hardships have made my sister to feel like this, and which tests from Allah....






You say, it is nothing, and that it will pass soon... You eman and pride to be Servent of Allah, does not let you to say what is making you so much worry, that is not letting you to say the words of sadness trough your sweet voice always. No, you feel afraid to say even one word, which will fly like flight of butterflys, because in your world it means to disobey to Allah, The Creator of all Worlds.






SubhanAllah.... How many times you have helped me, when I felt sad and dissaopinted. I feel myselfe obligated to take your hand, so that we can go together in gardens of Allah, where we will rest our eyes. Come with me sister, leave all that worris which are making your heart so hard. You are stenght, you are strong!!!Allah is with you, you have something what others do not have, you have treasure in your heart. Do not give it and sell it to Shaytan.. No,never!!!!






And you just listen me, and make dhikr of your fingers of silk. Because dhikr is the most beautiful speach. But understand, my sweet sister, that what is in soul is reflecting in ones face and behaviour, and deeds. I know that you try to be Servent of Allah, but do not make such burden on yourselfe, because Allah do not put burden on anyone over his possibilties.






And you are just looking at me, I know I have red you now. It has happen to me many times, and after I would get back full of happiness, new hope and wish for life.






I am leaving sister now, and leaving you in mercy of Allah. That Allah make us both His good and honest Servents,and make our hearts firm in His religion. ameen summa ameen